The funk that doesn't blow over.

Ugh. Does anyone else get into these weird phases where it feels like no matter what you do you can't get anything accomplished? My two things are:
1. Food
2. School

I've been the same weight since June. I blame myself for obviously going off plan weeks at a time and expecting to see some loss. I mean, it just doesn't happen that way.

School. I started college this year, and though I like it better, I just don't feel like I used to when it comes to school work. In high school, I was always so meticulous and ambitious making sure I had all of my homework done, studied a lot, etc. Now it just seems like I am trying to get things done just to get them over with. It actually upsets me because I feel like I'm not putting forth effort to my major. This is also quite contradicting because I am only taking one class of my major and the rest are core classes. Oh, and I can't take French next semester. I'm quite pissed. My school is a branch from a main campus and even though it has the name 'Penn State University' it still has maybe 1,000 students at that. The main campus, however, has 30,000+. So with that being said, there isn't enough interest in French and I can't further my language-learning skills. UGH. I am thinking of maybe taking Spanish and try the whole semi-trilingual thing. I'm not sure how that would work out. I'm ranting terribly. Je voudrais mon joie de vivre -- I want my joy of living.

Sorry for being a winy and complaining bitch.